Essence B ScottDreams of My Father: ProcessingI had a dream about my parents last night. The dream was angry toward my father (which is nothing new). He started talking to me about God…Jun 3, 2017Jun 3, 2017
Essence B ScottGet Me Back on My FeetThis process is long and arduous. Recovery is not easy, nor is it pretty. Blythe Baird puts it perfectly in her poem “Relapse.” Personally…May 10, 2017May 10, 2017
Essence B ScottI Barely Have the Patience to Tell My Father HelloMy mom and I got into a deep discussion about my dad when I mentioned to her that I did not want him to see me graduate from college and…May 3, 2017May 3, 2017
Essence B ScottTrying to Break the Coffee HabitI am trying to get rid of this habit. While coffee does help me to get the words down, and it does make me feel good, I know that drinking…May 3, 2017May 3, 2017
Essence B ScottMental Illness Manifest: Tales of Denial from Someone Who Claims to CareMy boy/best friend tells me regularly that I do not have depression. On the days where I have to fight the urge to sleep for another couple…Apr 6, 20171Apr 6, 20171
Essence B ScottI’m So Scared for My Niece’s Future, & I Feel I Have to Do SOMETHINGI have an adorable two-year-old niece, Raelyn. She is a little Black girl, raised by a Black man (my brother) and a Black woman (my…Mar 29, 2017Mar 29, 2017
Essence B ScottComin’ Thru 4 MeI have been doing so much writing lately that it isn’t funny. I tell myself to write as much as I can, when I can — I need the mental…Mar 22, 2017Mar 22, 2017
Essence B ScottDid Solitude Look Good On Me?In the fall of 2014, I’d decided that I needed to get some space from my boy/best friend, then of a year, and move back in with my mother…Mar 14, 2017Mar 14, 2017
Essence B ScottStories I Would Like to Tell at Age 64I hope that, at age sixty-four, I am not a mystery to the people who know me. I hope to live in a world where mental illness is not a taboo…Mar 14, 2017Mar 14, 2017
Essence B ScottHave to Clear My HeadThe past few weeks have been really trying my patience. There are days when I cannot hear myself think. This happened last Wednesday when I…Mar 14, 2017Mar 14, 2017