I Need a Drink
I feel like I am gonna die, but I somehow finished my book; I wrote 300 pages in one month! I spent every waking moment dedicating myself to working on it, re-reading a 20 year long diary and letting go of the past.
It is funny. Is it good? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I will sleep now for about 7 months (I really missed sleep over the past 30 days), bathe in red wine at the spa like a goddess, release myself from the PTSD of reliving every breakup or moment of lesbian drama I ever was a part of/caused. Now I shall celebrate re-reading about eight years of clubbing/hangovers by HAVING A GODDAMNED DRINK.
TO THE ALCOHOL STORE!
Feel my temperature rising
There’s too much heat, I’m gonna lose control
Do you want to go higher? Get closer to the fire
I don’t know what you’re waiting for.