Vlog Day 014 and 015, It’s been a shit week but at least there were donuts today.

It was a terrible week. I haven’t been that sick since I was younger. Still walking around nauseous half the time. Those stomach bugs man, what a pain. Basically, what I’m trying to say to you (and myself), is “sorry”. I was supposed to upload everyday! Oh well, I’m doing my best over here.

If nothing else, my thumbnail game is pretty strong, no?

I was more honest today. I just talked and talked. It’s like I don’t have the energy to make something “amazing” everyday anymore. What I can do is be me and hope I can edit it into something worth watching. In doing all this though, it seems I’m getting closer to the essence of what it is I’m doing. What i mean is that there are so many ideas and concepts flowing around in our heads when we start something that it is almost refreshing when in time some of those possibilities no longer exist and you start diluting everything to its essence. Theres a bit of sadness for those lost “potential ideas” but that is life…maybe those weren’t meant to be.

Tomorrow I’m filming for a client and in the afternoon I’m filming the second episode of OnceATB (Once Around The Block), a series I’m starting in order to connect with people on a basic level. It fulfills several curiosities for me…audience participation, outdoors (fresh air but also better camera lighting), activity/excersize, and it not being all about me! I’ve seen multiple examples of people not making it about themselves recently with astounding results. Problem is I tend not to like people. It’s weird. It’s like I love people and hate them at the same time. But the same with myself. So fuck it.

Writing these articles reminds me of college. Packs of cigarettes, a laptop, and my next (first) novel just waiting for me to tap it out on the keys. Never got it out. But I tried. And also, I wrote a play. So, that’s not so bad. Nostalgia though, am I write? (Spelling!!!)

Alright folks, that’s it for today. Thanks for reading/watching, see ya soon.

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