I want my posts here to be about you, not him. But I just can’t find the right words to explain the things that I am feeling when I am with you. Maybe someday I can describe, maybe someday I can determine and share. Maybe or maybe not. Maybe “us” are supposed to be for us, and only us. And maybe there are not enough words at all to describe what we had, what we have, and what we will be having. I don’t know. I’ll keep this post hanging. I just don’t know what to write, what is the proper ending.