I’m sorry if I disappointed you
Many times, I have seen myself as someone inadequate. Like everything I do is not enough. I would always feel the pressure surrounding me. No matter how I try to understand and no matter how I try to look on the brighter side, I always end up seeing myself as insufficient. I would often feel sorry for myself and ask why I have to go through this.
The only thing I want in the world is to make the people I love happy and proud of me. I hope they are. But why do I keep on feeling like, at some point, I disappoint them? Failure is a part of life. It sucks, I know. But that’s how life works. You fail, you start over — that is the equation.