i feel lost,

its not new feeling for me, but lately the feeling is getting stronger and stronger.

so, a few weeks a go i go to sort like bazaar at grand indonesia and i got my self in tarot booth, so i pick some cards and he told me that i dont have any motivation, and it was like a huge bell ring in my mind.

i lost motivation, i dont know what i want, where i wanna go, who i wanna be. all those question is like haunted me everyday, i have a job, but i am not sure that this is my passion.

i am such a mess, my mind is like a search engine that cant control itself, it keeps running thinking about so many things, puzzling me, confusing me,