Me and You
Sometimes and only sometimes ,
I love ,
All at once ,
In the way our universe was born .
I get ravished by words ,
I write letters ,
Poems to you .
I try to seduce your lost soul ,
But it ends with me being trapped
Lost and insecure .
I forgave the chaos inside me ,
I skimmed lyrics in favor of memory ,
I waited for you ,
But you said love is not be waited for.
I forgot about you ,
But you said love does not wait.
I wanted you to be approved from people around me ,
But you said love does not need approval,
Because love can be stolen in a blink of an eye .
I looked through your eyes trying to find a color for love ,
But you said love has no color , love is blind .
I spent days next to my phone ,
But you said love is in my arms.
I spent days thinking about you ,
And whenever people ask me what’s wrong ,
I say it’s love ,
But you said love does not think .
I said your love is divine ,
But you said love needs no adjectives .
I said love me always ,
But you said love is nowhere near peace .
I said you’re love , what love looks like ? ,
You said it’s the sense of victory you have ,
When you beat Zeuz,
And find your other half ,
It’s like everything you have ever lost ,
Come back to you ,
It’s when you forget about the sky ,
And you lose control of everything,
In the midst of finding yourself.
Oh , you were so deep ,
I loved you ,
And I loved Valentine’s day ,
Because I loved you .
I loved red roses ,
Because they ‘re the only things I never got from you.
I loved long bus rides,
Because I always imagined you were next time .
I loved small talks ,
Because they are not small .
I loved your social anixety,
Your bipolarity ,
Your shaking hands,
Your trembling breath,
Your deep thought provoking questions ,
Your whispers in the dark while the moon watched us ,
Your unspoken words during warm June nights ,
Your murderous looks ,
Your short tempered ,
I can write the biggest lines about you ,
But what’s the use ,
If they won’t be as complete as you .
Years from now ,
I will be wrinkled old lady ,
I will look around ,
remember your childish face,
and say ,
I love ,
only sometimes .