Thank you for sharing so openly. I’ve had some similar struggles. Now that we have a baby I’m trying really hard to have an ideal balance. Reading this was really inspirational.
With all of the crappy computers Apple is releasing lately and the better PC options available, (more) designers will switch to PCs. I have designers on my team making those requessts now. If Sketch doesn’t get their head out of their ass and learn to appreciate cross platform software, they’ll regret it in the long run.