Messing with my Idols

August 11, 2016; Thursday

I mean you don’t have to do that! It’s their life, bitches! You don’t need to racially offend her, she’s still a person. The difference is, she’s using her God-given talent to help you find your own voice in this world. Haven’t you got any respect to your idols? Huh? It’s so unfair that Normani’s getting the hate, seriously. What do you guys want? Last time it was Camila, now it’s Normani. What are your problems? It’s not like it’s your life. Damn. You’re giving them enough reason to break up which is not what we want. So, why won’t you get your own business because it was never yours. So what if they’re in a heated place for a moment? They’re trying to resolve things because as far as we know, they’re doing what they’re doing just for us! Their fans.

You are pretty disappointing, making Normani quit Twitter and EVER in her life, she’s never been cyber bullied. It’s pretty goddamn bullshit. All she ever wanted a loyal fan and now she got one. Stop this full of shit rumors and let us HELP them that whatever happens to the group, we’re still here whenever they need us. We’ll support them! Please, stop this childish act and it’s not seriously working.

So, anyway, I just want to talk to Paula, but other than that, I wanted my friendship with them get fixed. But I don’t understand my current status with Paula. Was she my friend, or was she just an acquaintance?

And as soon as I wanted to find out, all she had to do was say no. But she said her mind wasn’t processing well.. So, I guess she turned me down being her friend.

I guess no one stays. You know what they say, it gets weird before it gets awkward. It feels like a break up but we never really got together. A little embarrassing and a little disappointed knowing we weren’t friends for the whole time.

But I can’t believe it, she agreed she was my friend. I can’t believe my high school crush, the girl I wanted to befriend ever since first year high school, was already my friend. And it felt nice, knowing she’s already my friend.

I love it. The thought of being her friend.