Overreacted

Is it really happening in my life? You wouldn’t know until you find out.

It just happened that my best friend, won back the girl I loved. I couldn’t do anything because it’s what she wanted. I wanted to stop her but I couldn’t. Maybe, my instincts was right. Maybe she wasn’t in love with me. I overreacted everything, knowing we’re gonna be together for a while, but maybe we can’t. And we’re not. I did love her, but I couldn’t take the risk losing my best just because of her. So I chose to move on.

But now, there’s this one girl that really took my life. That almost took my life. She’s Louise and I’m still in love with her. Not that I feel it in my heart, but my head says it. I’m pretty confused, but I need to deal with this tomorrow. It’s 12:40 and I should be sleeping, I have school tomorrow and I’m only 15 so, I just need to get a better grade and finally dump that shit hole. I love high school, but I didn’t like what happened in it.

I just wish someone would rescue me.