Regret

Humans. Such a mistake.

“Why?”, I keep asking myself, “Why?”. We were ok. Everything ran smoothly, give or take a mosquito, but mostly ok.

But I get myself into these situations, you know? Of course, the Lord had to prove that he’s almighty.
I’m always a control freak, trying to make everyone happy and suddenly, I fuck up like this. I don’t know where this comes from, this pressure I put myself under I mean. Because I put it myself, it’s not like someone was rushing me to create this “perfect being”. Pfff, perfect, yeah. Have you ever seen them at airports, at Congress and that kind of stuff?

On top of this, I -the ego maniac- make them at my image and likeness, so they can be like me, obviously. And then -get this- they believe they’re like me, of course, and start inventing stuff. Bombs, sprays that butcher my Ozone layer, all sorts of crap. Forget it, when I fuck up, I fuck up good.

Now I have to take the heat. What can I tell the polar bears, the Amazon and the other humans that complain about humans, if it was my fault.

Sorry guys, my bad.

I need to get out there, show my face and assume what I need to assume. In this life you can’t be running away from this things, you gotta put the other cheek as I always tell my boy. What are you going to do, what’s done it’s done, I have to learn from my mistakes.

The good part is that it’s almost over. I’ll try to do better next time.