work and ramblingsWhat it means to loveMy partner changed me. And I don’t just mean in a subtle, gradual way. Meeting him revolutionized my life. my thoughts, my approach to…Sep 30, 2022Sep 30, 2022
work and ramblingsPain as a chance for improvementIt happens all the time. Big or small sorrows will suddenly come into my life and I will feel like I’ve finally had enough. There will be a…Sep 24, 2022Sep 24, 2022
work and ramblingsNights can be dark and lonely sometimesThere is a peculiar sense of shame in being unwell in my position. Of course, if I had a physical illness, I could easily explain it and…Sep 19, 20221Sep 19, 20221
work and ramblingsThe desire to be good at somethingWhat am I? This is more than a cliché philosophical question. I’m not hinting at a metaphysical discussion, but merely trying to reassure…Sep 17, 20221Sep 17, 20221
work and ramblingsSometimes I think about deathIt comes into my mind almost like an embrace. It’s the soft comfort of a way out, the mind imagining eternal rest and instinctively…Aug 30, 2022Aug 30, 2022
work and ramblingswhat anxiety is to meI generally do not wake up panicked. I get up, have breakfast, occasionally exercise or take a shower. The issues come later in the day. I…Aug 28, 20221Aug 28, 20221
work and ramblingsOn growing up with a depressed parentEvery time I trust my therapist with my daily fears and terror, she finds a way to link them back to those 18 years I would rather forget…Aug 26, 20221Aug 26, 20221