Breaking Up With My Dealer
Hey You!
Yo. Hope you are great!
Listen thanks for reaching outā¦
Um, this is awkward.
Iāve been meaning to text but I didnāt know how to say this?
I need to say it anyway though for my own sanity and so I donāt leave you hanging any longerā¦.
I never wanted you to change and you never did.
Youāve always been there when I needed you the most. Legit down to the last second. You have never. let. me. down.
I always felt quite the special knack for hitting you up in a timely way and for your ability to having something show up right when Iād just be on the edge of yearning for you.
You have never let me fall.
Not once. Itās probably why we went steady so long.
Thanks to you and fedex I felt soā¦
dangerously safe
this was a false raphe
Deep down I knew if I took a closer look there was only so long I could keep you on my hook.
So I didnāt look-
At myselfā¦
Until I did.
Itās time.
Itās not you, itās me.
Iāve changed, you see?
Iāve grown.
You are the same.
You are a drain.
$$$ gone I canāt explain.
In fact I donāt even want to know.
Iām stopping this bullshit game.
Iām done feeling lame.
Done hiding the blame.
Itās all on me. Yet, Iāve got ME to thank too, for rising aboveāā
Moving on.
Writing sweet lyrics of epiphanies and healingāā
I sing my song.
Lose my number so I donāt pretend.
Love you long time but never again.
Sincerely, Fierceš