I can’t even.

I think I’m too numb to have words.

What the fuck?

Ok, I want to be numb. I want to deny. I want to spin a cocoon and hide because how can this be real? I feel ashamed for fucking people. I want to spin a blanket of love over you and anyone who has ever felt whatever fucked up hella emotions it feels like to have this happen that maybe has happened so much that you are numb to it happening?

It’s beyond disturbing, and not right. I need to sleep and dream this goes away.

I dream of love and peace and safety and feeling safe for you and for us all.

Fierce Force 💃🏼

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