β¦work was not such a miserable experience, and I woke up into immediate depression a lot less often. It was one of the best times of my life. I never had a speed buzz or anything close to a βhigh.β I just got to feel βnormalβ for a little whβ¦I was on Adderall for about a year.11312Heath αFierce Force ππΌFollowAug 8, 2017 Β· 1 min readI just am reading this. You wrote this a while ago- where is your head at now vs. then?