Fading Sun

Watching the blue sky,

Trying to stay high,

Asking yourself why,

Is it possible to see a better future?

Looking for ways to improve in every turn,

Aloof when the hatred is thick,

Then you wonder, starting to overthink,

Possibilities that you could fail in every steps,

End up disapointed finding a dead end,

Lost yourself in the process,

Ironically in finding meaning to your life,

Taking a breather, looesen yourself a bit,

Seize the moment you had at the time,

Reminiscing your journey you had,

How long you’ve been fighting the voices,

Keep telling you about failures,

Whispering about your worthlessness,

Trying to ignore but you became self-conscious,

Every little mistakes happened and you blame yourself,

Tired of trying to fix everything,

Because in the end you managed to mess it up all again.