finding kaiWalking away.I feel like I should be more upset after asking for a divorce. Except, I didn’t ask. I just saidMar 11, 2017Mar 11, 2017
finding kai10. It was never about that.I know it was never about the sex. You’ve proven it to me time and time again. I know it was never about that, but oh, was it good!Mar 3, 2017Mar 3, 2017
finding kai9. Messy griefI really suck at this whole grieving thing. I can’t quite figure out what stage I’m in at any given moment, and it feels so messy. It feels…Mar 3, 2017Mar 3, 2017
finding kai8. Can you see me?I see that you want to make the effort. I can. I can see that you are trying in the best ways you know how.Mar 1, 2017Mar 1, 2017
finding kai7. I Am Listening.I went to pick up my things while he was at work. I am not proud of the way I did this: I left him a note. It said, “I love you.”Mar 1, 2017Mar 1, 2017
finding kai6. Am I Enough?I can’t help but wonder what went wrong, wonder if there is some way I fucked everything up.Mar 1, 2017Mar 1, 2017
finding kai5. I Wonder.I am trying to get over you, and get over him, all at once. I still have to go to work and be mom and make dinner. I still share my space…Feb 28, 2017Feb 28, 2017
finding kai4. This was.I said I have been loved, wholly. I said it was not by you.Feb 28, 2017Feb 28, 2017
finding kai3. respect, and ShameAll that I don’t know is far too much to squeeze onto this page, too much for this small screen to hold.Feb 28, 2017Feb 28, 2017
finding kai2. I know.I know I have loved and been loved. Wholly. Just for being me.Feb 28, 2017Feb 28, 2017
