Look At Me Now Q & A . In life we tend to think the absolution of our reality. is very reverent. We live our lives as if people owe us something for nothing. Yet, if you truly look. at your life you will find somethings are not as they seem, as. I eventually found. The day my father died I was force to look at life as it really was. I was a thirty three year old male with every excuse in the world for everything. I found myself chasing others. dreams and aspirations. I never my fullfilled dreams. andhad mad. unfinished projects. I made decent money which led me to empty pockes and a empty soul. Then I had a revelation; the thing I did best was the thing i was running from. So I ask you today what are you running from?