When We Used to Play

After many days, I realised that I missed those days 
the days before the holidays,
the days before the Wednesdays,
the days before today,
emotions that I can’t just explain it, I need to rephrase,
I use different words because to me it’s just a maze,
to talk about it,
or think about it,
or just write about it,
we didn’t quit but the days made us split,
crushed us bit by bit,
started physical to mental tell it reached our spirit,
death will always hurt,
but at the end, you will have to take the hit.