“Always wanting sex” is part of the male persona we wear to show we’re manly. What we really want is a safe harbor where we can take refuge, relax, and be cared for. In other words, we want the feeling of being nurtured that most of us didn’t get enough of when we were children. But admitting these needs makes us feel like little boys, not big strong men. Better to be manly with our sexual desire and then once we’re inside her body, we can relax, be ourselves, and be infused with love. That’s the hidden desire we have when we have sex.
In 312, Emperor Constantine had his ‘epiphany and conversion’ to ‘Christianity’. I put those quotes there because the ‘Christianity’ he adopted didn’t resemble the Christianity touted by the apostles in the Gospels. Rather, Constantine saw Christ as a God who would help him rule over the land (in other words, the Christian God was going to help him kill his enemies). This served as spiritual fuel to Constantine’s thirst for power and he ended up dominating with it…