I see a young lady...full of zeal, ready to go! Full of energy and emotion. Within her is a power she is yet to understand....her purpose in life still not clear but she knows she is going to be great. Though currently she feels broken, a big part of her wants to be happy, she wants to laugh until she cries...until her ribs hurt and her voice is not there anymore..she wants to see herself through peoples eyes, not as a wreck, a roller coster of emotions and despair but a lady bursting with eager and curiosity to know what else she can do in her journey to be great!
She is stuck in a maze and the more she tries to leave the more entangled she gets, the more she forgets who she is, the more she forgets how it feels to be without worry, to chill and lay back without a care in the world...is it possible, to live like this? She believes so...it might be the only thing keeping her going. Within her is a Queen, within this queen a roaring lioness...strong and bold but confused and caged! Caged by others and most importantly herself. For so long she let those before her determine what she does...so much so that she knew not the feel of Freedom, so used is she to slouching before others because she thinks they wouldnt understand her boldness, she does not know how it feels to hold her head up high anymore, its all sought of a blur lurking in the distance. I want to help her, to tell her to hold on but sometimes she is too broken to let anyone in....she has grown to believe that no one understands her because they expect from her what she can not or is not ready to give,will anyone see what i see and save her? She needs saving! I dont want to lose her, not now...not when her potential simmers within her rearing to go! Not when her life is just beginning. 
When she closes her eyes at night, she sees the person she wants to be :) she sees happiness and comfort and for a few hours, though dark, she is able to control what she feels, she has done this for so long her sleep has become her comfort, in her sleep she is everything she wants to be..Can you see beyond her sad outside? Can you see the happy soul caged in sadness? Hold on to that...soon you will see what she can do! Give it time...give her time...i choose to believe in her even when she has no hope in herself.
I want her to know (in the words of Alisson Malee) that 
"You are made of sky and stars and such wild beauty, you are woven together every piece of you by a milion molecules of magnificent capacity...you can...will change the wild darling!! JUST BELIEVE!