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That is such a teacher response.

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Stay mad. Until you come fully correct.
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I know you got my messages.
You are not my major concern.
She is. Sheβs not wit this shit.

She doesnβt like it. Any of it. And definitely not the 50 shades of glam
or:
I like that teacher! I think she is number 1! And you hate her!
Iβm like her.
Exactly. Mad shady. Itβs okay at first. And I will support you. Like this music is great!
Itβs almost exactly how I feel! Sounds like me!
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Because Ella Mai is reading my blog, trying to erase me from myself.
Nah. Never.

Are you going back to England?
Tori?

You look mad.
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My father loves that job. Lol! He goes to all their little social events. He gets the best reviews. Hands out his card. For his artwork. He got everything in his car. Water. Gum. Snacks. He likes meeting new people. Heβs very social. An extrovert. Big time.
Iβm not.
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I mean I donβt care if you are here or not. I like your music. A lot. Nothing personal towards you until I saw what you were trying to do. First it was YG. Thierry. Then it was Mustard. Then it was Hassan. Then Thierry. Then Hassan. Then YG. Then Mustard.
In like, a month. And who knows who else that you didnβt mention.
I just need you to understand, that being inspired by my initials and my blog. Does not make you me. Or βentitleβ you to any other personβs partner. Ever.
You gotta learn the difference between art where you project someone else into yourself. And actually being the person you are.
Not me.

True True.
(He said trueβββtwiceβββas hard. Thatβs how we all know you are about as black as a double stuffed Oreo.)

Emily has her masterβs. In global and international education. She was going to apply for a PhD. In linguisticsβββbut decided she wanted to teach and get married.
Start a family.
This is how difficult he is. She has a countdown. To how many days. So he can make sure that he is ready.

And she was not joking. Like, he better have his shit together for this ring. That is why she is showing it off like that. Because? That was another countdown.
Facts.
(She knows how badly I want a husband. Go! Go see him! With a checklist! His father owes you money! Just like kyleβs owes him!
Itβs like teaching!)

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I donβt think people really understand how race works. Biologically.

The planet will not become all black. Itβs not possible. Itβs not my fault white people come from black people. Or that humans are still evolving.

Ill.

Mentally βIllβ.


I know. You gotta wait. Till the time is right. Date. Have safe sex. Treat women like they treat you. Good? Good. Like shit? Like shit.
Period.
Here, this will help.

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Chances are? You are gonna have to put a lot of hoe ass niggaz in check. To get to a quality woman. Because they all will be after her. And she will be weighing her options. Especially if sheβs had a few pieces of trash.
Facts.
Thatβs mad messed up.

Cuz you are a good dude. For real.
And fine as hell!
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You hold down your family. Without abusing other human beings. Itβs amazing.
Your aunt feels the same way I do. Super attractive young men. Preyed upon.
She called it a curseβββnot a blessing.
And Iβm not okay with it. Cuz while these hoes think, oh black menβ¦they all trash. Letβs treat them however. And some of them are.
Some of them arenβt. And you should not be having sex. With βbaby boysβ. Ever.
And this?
Should have gone to him:

Get that stupid look off your face. π you know what it is.

The bolt in my heart? Is red.


Translation?
Erica said put on blue because it means I am against the spread of hiv. Iβm not walkin around with holes in my pants. Like she is. So imma just get a pattern that looks like it.
And my hat, cuz Iβm outside Saudi Arabia, is black and white. like my βturbanβ lol! But, with red lettering.
I have been told to only have sex with hiv positive hoes. But? My two fingers together means, I love Erica. Intersectionality.
And itβs torturing me. Because it goes against everything Iβm supposed to believe.
