Pit of Darkness
What can be worst than knowing that you love a person so much yet a future together seems impossible. In all honesty, this was coming, and maybe it was inevitable given how different we are. We both tried so hard to make things work, but the gap was simply just too much for us to handle. I could never forgive myself for the months of misery I put upon her, and she could never looked past that fact either. At the end, it was just 2 people in love, yet harboring so much resentment and regret of what could have been. I hope she finds the happiness she deserves, and I hope that person will treat her right.
I failed, it is as simple as that. And now I have to pick myself out of this pit of darkness before it consumes me. What I feel now: Despair, agony, depressed, distraught and misery. I hope with time, they will all disappear, along with all the shortcomings of this relationship and I will only remember the best parts, the happiest parts, the most memorable parts, and simply the fact that I got to enjoy it with her.
