What do you want to hear? I had many years fighting my demons. The biggest battles were always in my own head, those were the ones where I lost myself to drinking and some suicide attempts. But now it is great. I have been sober going on 9 years now. I have a new son. That’s right, my African wife and I currently have a 5-year-old son together. Since I am retired now, I can spend lots of time with him making YouTube videos and writing my Blog. I am in another wonderful time because I can remember all the amazing moments with my first son Jeremy, and share some of those memories with my new son.