Life and Death

I am scared of dying. I know that it is an irrational fear but I think about death and dying much more than the average person should. Many people (including myself) wonder what it will be like when we take our final steps on this Earth. When we will have to say our last goodbyes. When we will cross to the other side. One minute you are alive and live and the next you are trapped in a void of black and nothingness… I recently had a family member diagnosed with cancer and it has made me look into myself and wonder about the void of death. It has also made me appreciate life. The life I have now is good and I know it is only going to get better. I have so much to look forward to. I can’t wait to wake up one day and know I’m getting married. I can’t wait to take care of my child. I cant wait to see my life come together. I know that I will consider death as I get older but I will not be scared. Knowing I have lived a full life will make passing away a little less dooming. Now I have a life to live so death, don’t wait for me. I will see you when the time comes.