Great story! Many of us have been placed in the exact same dilhemma, but weren’t nearly as honest — myself included. Thank you for sharing it! However, I wanted a stronger conclusion, something that helped me understand how you still struggle with this as an adult, as a human being. You aren’t a computer that can simply be reprogrammed at a flip of a switch. You’re a dynamic changing creature who needs to choose his values each and every moment. If you ended with a glimpse into your struggle to date, your determination to keep to this value no matter the cost, you’d have something that I can dive into and relate to my own life.