6. We Are Infinite

Nobody can’t take away my pain but the can take away my feelings. I might cry a little but there’s no regret. I will take it and learn about myself. Understanding love.

Have you ever wondered why people assume to much?

Why people cared so much about what we do?

Why they seem to be more interested in your life rather then their own?

People often assume to much about your life which it’s not necessary for their own life. They don’t even understand the story behind everything. Don’t try to be an evil genius, if you can’t do it at the very first place. They don’t even know the truth. People tent to always intervere something that’s not even their business. I mean like please… Will it affect any part of your life?

So here’s the thing, I hang out with lots of people, guys or gals just the same. I have some close friends which are guys of course. Like obviously. I often just chit chat about stuffs with them. Talking about what I’ve experienced. You know when shit happens, I often pour my feelings to them. Not because girls cannot understand what I feel but just because I feel like they’re the right person. I’m not saying that girls cannot do this yaa. Gender equality man!!!

But you know people out there assume too fast and way too much. Why can’t a guy and a girl become close as a really close friend. We love each other, we care for each other but that doesn’t mean we have a certain relationshit. We just feel comfortable together. I guess people need to know more about the word ‘love’.

Love is free. I love my friends which are guys. Because they’re always there for me. Love is not just because you’re having a certain special thing going on. Love is something that comes from your deep deep heart. Love comes when you’re raised with it. When you’re used to something.

Just take an example, hearing a song. You love a song because you’vs heard it over and over again. First time hearing a new song you might not like it to much but after a couple of times repeating you’ll love it. It’s because you’re already familiar with it. You already know it.

Exactly the same right, when you meet someone maybe it might still be akward but after couple of weeks knowing more about their personalities and sharing your live, you’ll feel some sort of belonging. Belonging can happen to everyone not just two people in a relationship okay.

Those who are still having assumptions, maybe they just never feel love to their closest friends. A true love which you share with someone who will always be there for you through thick and thin.

But right now these moments are not stories. This is happening. I’m here and I’m looking at him and he’s so beautiful. I can see it. There’s one moment when you know you’re not a sad story, you’re alive. And you stand up and you see all the lights and everything that makes you wonder. And you’re listening to that song from that drive with the people you love most in this world. In this moment I swear we are infinite.