PROUD OF ME
I had dreams that one day I would be able to stand in front of my son and tell him I’ve made something out of my life instead of wasting away in a job that requires me to march around and stay in step and follow those I know are detrimental to my state of mental health and ship me off I’m not a name but a number…
I had dreams that one day I would be able to stand in front of my son and tell him I’ve made something out of my life instead of wasting away in a job that requires me to march around and stay in step and follow those I know are detrimental to my state of mental health and ship me off I’m not a name but a number or a statistic if I were gone tomorrow…
1..2..3..4 how many seconds does it take to watch your life flash before your eyes at an instant of a flash you see your dreams pass and your worries suddenly change if you just take a second to think about everyone you love everyone you hate what brought you to this moment last drop in the bottle last drag of the cigarette pressed between your lips…
Time can whither away as I deal with this pain another excuse please believe me what I meant was the truth !. But words seem to slip away not this time I’m tired it’s the truth, if you stare into my eyes what do you see ? can you feel the pain like I do or do you see someone trapped in world so cold of his own, can’t hold your own if it’s you that’s…
MENTAL BATTLES OF LOSS AND SELF HATE
This is not where I saw myself being only a few short months ago it’s crazy how things can change in an instant,
It’s funny how the words unsaid are the ones that mean the most.