I wanna a be a kid again!

I’m 25 and I’m sure I’ve not been through what most of you might have. I’ve a good job, a great family and I’m about to be married soon to the love of my life. Well, I’ve dated him for more than 5 years now and hence love of my life. But I do miss my childhood. A lot. Being excited to go to school everyday to sit next to my best friend. Mom cooking the food I love everyday. Dad bringing in all the supplies I needed. Having a funny love and fight relationship with my sister. Not worrying about where the money comes from and only caring about the day of the week when we go out for an ice-cream. Being teacher’s favourite kid and participating in speech, debate, drama competitions all the time of the year. Studying before the exam like it’s a life and death deal. Just eating and sleeping and doing home-works was all it was. And it used to be so much fun. There was no purpose in life, no responsibilities, no pain and yet everything was so sorted. I wish I could be that way again. I wish I can get that life back again. I have everything today and yet I feel so burdened with all the things I’m supposed to do to sustain. I can’t truly be myself. I have to wear different hats everyday to keep different people in my life happy. But am I happy doing all that? Does the answer really matters?