yes please/ unlikely

I’m looking right at it

or whatever

I mean

I miss you

or whatever

or —

It’s not really all that cold

if you want some of this —

yes please

also the world already

fucking ended already

or whatever

already

I mean —

I took out the trash

I did — laundry — dishes cooked

and I’m holding real tight onto this pen

making some marks onto this paper

but mostly just digging holes

in the space between your

hip bone — and — last rib/

memory