To Him.
You don’t know this, and you never will.
I have liked you since day one. I guess I should say that I liked how you looked since day one.
We became friends and since then, it’s been hard to push these feelings down.
I think about what we could be, and that’s what makes it worse. I try not to think about you. I’ve tried dating someone else.
You are my best friend.
I know that you have feelings for the girl you met at that party last month.
You’ve told me all about her. She sounds perfect. You say she has the most beautiful blue eyes. She has the prettiest smile. She is so funny.
I helped you ask her out. When she said yes, you didn’t see it, but my heart broke a little more.
We are just friends, but I can’t help but fall each day I am with you.
I think it’s the way you laugh. Or maybe it’s how you walk, with your hands in your pockets. It might be how you wait for me to finish eating. You always said “You eat like a fish eating a turkey”
It might be how you know everything about me.
I wish you could look at me. Really look at me. Look me in the eyes and see what could be.
You don’t know this, but I am in love with you. I fell in love with my best friend.
I will move on eventually, but right now, I will cope with the loss of what could have been.
