A lot has been going and I’m honestly unsure of what is to follow. I try to plan my future, my goals around us and you. It feels like I’m getting the short end of the stick even though you’re the one that feels disadvantaged.
So i’m writing what I feel because I keep holding my tongue. You’re being immature and I’m calculating every word that I will tell you next.
You’re driving me up a wall but I love you so much and i’m feeling stuck. I’m afraid you have the upper hand and that if I act, your reaction will hurt me more.