So I am reading about Julian of Norwich. God is female, is not revolutionary for me. I have believed God as non binary for all my life. It is not controversial for me. Reading about Julian has empowered me to write about my experiences. Not believing I have truth of anything but my experiences are interconnected to everyone else experiences. My revelations are personal experiences that exists in my reality. And there is an interconnected reality of all human experiences that seek the love of God. God as mother and father to be one with us.