Stefan GillRegaining My IllusionsI feel lonely. But wanting to find a way to not be lonely in this time feels selfish. Reaching out feels desperate, weak, adding my burden…Apr 8, 2020Apr 8, 2020
Stefan GillBetter DemonsWhat a lifetime of broken illusions has taught me about goodness.Oct 7, 2019Oct 7, 2019
Stefan GillBreaking Through WithinI went from completely broken to the doorstep of my childhood dream all while working the same retail job. Here’s how.Aug 27, 2019Aug 27, 2019
Stefan GillWORKING On MyselfA few weeks ago I listened to the book WORKING by Robert Caro. He’s written some mammoth sized books of history (THE POWER BROKER, which…Jul 22, 2019Jul 22, 2019
Stefan GillTransformation AnxietyI want to win the game of proving people’s perception of me wrong, but who am I proving this to? And why am I playing this game at all?Jun 23, 2019Jun 23, 2019
Stefan GillReckoning the Glass DarklyLast night, I told the story of my dad’s accident during the holidays of 2005, and the subsequent chaos that followed, for an audience for…Dec 14, 2018Dec 14, 2018
Stefan GillHard ModeThree years ago I decided to make a life change, of which I’ve written about many times before, because it has worked. It was a financial…Apr 10, 2018Apr 10, 2018
Stefan GillThrough a Glass Darkly Shattered: Idealism vs. False IdolsCertain events have made me want to examine what it means for me to be a man. At least as it pertains to artistic endeavors. This is in…Sep 18, 2017Sep 18, 2017
Stefan GillRIP Sir Roger Moore, My Lucky BastardIn the face of current tragedy, it feels trite to write a heartfelt homage to an actor, and one famous for his outlandish work. And yet in…May 23, 2017May 23, 2017
Stefan GillThe Mega Man In MeRecently I’ve been playing through the first few Mega Man games (via the MEGA MAN LEGACY COLLECTION). I never finished one of them when I…May 19, 20171May 19, 20171