The diary of me and life with my Monster

Just a little background, I was diagnosed with MS October 5,2005. I am one of the ‘lucky’ ones. it only took 7 months for me to get a diagnosis. I know many people who have waited years. That being said, this is not medical advice, not me in any way telling anyone else what to do or how to live. its simply My Story of life with my Monster… the scum sucking bastard.

So instead of going through the tragic tale of my diagnosis and the doctors that failed me, the friends that left me, I’m jumping ahead to now. I’m sure in time, that stuff will come forward, and its important to the story, but I barely know you and I don’t kiss on a first date.

So, what’s on my mind today? Well. I’m a little jealous of my dog… he’s splayed out upside down and snoring as I am trying to think of something worth saying. I am a horrible insomniac so I am easily intrigued by people/beings that find my elusive sleep so easily. to be honest it pisses me off. I love to sleep! I recently stopped taking a medication that has been preventing me from dreaming for years… now, i dream again, and its amazing. I noticed that in my dreams I can walk run and dance, all the things that are so long gone. Its a nice reality break.

There are so many things that run through my mind daily… I’m not a super serious person, often my humor is for my own benefit. Saying that, I just want to send one message loud and clear.

DONT TAKE LIFE, HEALTH OR PEOPLE FOR GRANTED. EVER!!

be back later when I have something more insane or profound to say…