Uncertainty

The need for confirmation haunts me

That poking, prodding need to know

Why?

Is the most painful question to me

I need to know

I need to know

I need to know

Those moments where everything is floating in a sea of ‘what if’s’

Are the moments that tear at my resolve

Tear away at my sanity

My consciousness

My life

The simple fact of knowledge and understanding

Sends the most cumbersome burden in his absence

And all because of that simple fact that

I

Need

To

Know