I do understand your point and recent events did make me loose some of the optimism I had. I cannot let them «win» though, hence I want to stay and keep fighting also if this is seriously impacting my personal life. What would you do in my position? I really don’t want to change job just yet because that will declare my forfeit and I do want to improve things for other women that may join the team later! At the same time, I am so fed up and bored (as you also said)! All I know is that I love being a developer and they make me feel like I am only a 50% developer -if that makes any sense!