2019: The Year of Being Me. I’ve spent far too long trying to be someone or something other than who and what I am. I’ve always tried to make myself like some YouTuber that I look up to, or to convince myself that I’m interested in a field of study that I truly don’t really care about. I’m not going to let my parents tell me how I should go about my life. I’m not going to let them tell me that being a YouTube personality is an unreliable and unpredictable career. I’ll do whatever the hell I want to do. I was never good at listening to my parents anyways.