Gokul Saikia
Sep 1, 2018 · 2 min read

Fellings & Pain of Anger

Have you been a good person in life ? Have you been hurt ? Beaten ? Kicked down so hard that you almost buried yourself alive ? Just for being a good person to someone who is not good to you . Have you felt like giving up ? Like as if this world do not deserve good people like you . Have you thought of choosing not to be good , polite or whatever else ? But you can not see the bad happening around you and therefore the angel in you comes out and then you get treated like shit again . You laugh at yourself thinking why , why bad things happen to good people ? Why is that when you need a hand you don’t even get a word of wisdom . You get angry right ? You decide to give up , you get more and more angry , by now you have reached a point where you are angry just because you’re angry of getting angry , and now a little more angry . But the anger sticks to you and now you’re thinking how to get rid of this and you try to be positive . But none of it works , i tell you why , because you’re forcing something to leave you which is stuck in your head or heart which belongs to you and everyone of us . What you don’t understand that anger is arising because you treat people good but you get treated like shit and as a result you’re angry . But hey no , anger is a part of your feeling , feel it , you wanna break your glass ? Go ahead do it until you can afford another one (lol) . Whatever , feel the anger , understand it , seat alone and talk about it with yourself , you don’t have to force yourself to be positive every single time , it’s okay to fill a little negative . Just because your mind is filling a little less positive today doesn’t mean you have to try hard to be perfectly positive , let yourself feel the negativity , that way you will understand what it is and you may have a better chance of fighting it the next time . Everything is an experience , let it come and go . Experience everything and don’t give up on being a nice person , the world needs it more then you can imagine .

Namaste 🙏🏽

Gokul Saikia

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