Tim - I get the sense that if you and I met in person, you wouldn’t have the courage to say that to my face.
As would be case with a lot of folks on ‘social media’.
Your apparent self-loathing and private judgments are revealing: you do nothing, you represent nothing, and even worse, you feel nothing.
That said, I do not take pity on you.
Like many others, you are being left behind to wallow in your rightness, while the world (your world) collapses all around you. You certainly won’t find any genies in that bottle you drink from.