i don’t know where to begin
my seeds growing a world away
[un]tended by a negligent woman
more concerned with her comfort than doing what is good for the same precious children she tore from my breast
how now do i cope? how now do i survive? living with the knowledge i cannot protect my innocents from the same monsters who destroyed my innocence?
¡¡¡¡¡¡FUCK!!!!!! my survival and my wellbeing..
i remember what it was like to be where they are now..
trapped.. with no one to save them..
how am I to protect them if i cannot reach them?
how am i to teach my daughters to be strong if i can’t fight the monsters that made me?