why should we remain stagnant in something when we already possess the ability to move it, to make it better, to make progress?
[Learned] Helplessness
Christian Roston

My partner just wanted to live in this world…I wanted to grow personally and change it also. Fear vs optimism…fear won out because I feared loosing her. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. I gave up so much of myself in the effort to conform to her expectations…stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Just a path to misery.