Support and balance in fighting the Demons
The demons within have been well hidden for a long time, which at times does a swell job at putting me in an anxious state. These triggers? I don’t know what they are, but when do come and panic comes in. That’s when you lose the sense of control, the sense of control you once had. Now you somehow face a switch from a logical to an illogical mental state and that this predisposition makes you wonder when things are ok, how you might have gotten there. There, is where you break it down — and not hide from it and once you face these demons face fronts regardless of which, you slowly find you way back to life and maintaining a balance on all levels.
I’ve been lucky with the support I’ve had, whether it was holding myself up in my room trying to repeated fight physical and mental duress I faced. It’s going to be okay, and that’s because day to day. I’ve managed to create a balance, with the help and unprecedented support of my friends. Here, this is where I want to tell everyone, if you ever find yourself in this position — seek solace in friends but remember to choose those that you know will stick by you no matter what, irrespective if you have the darkest thoughts. Help from others can help.
