If I Were Ever Wrong
Nov 3 · 29 min read

Around 28, I saw the writing on the wall.
Two-and-a-half years off Pain Management — on a morphine equivalent dosage of about 200–250mg/day, although I was prescribed “the max” of 90mg; so yes, I’d been taking more than allotted. On for about 2 weeks and off for 2 weeks; withdrawal after withdrawal bi-monthly for about 6 years.
Since that time, I’ve learned that I do not produce nearly as many endorphins as the average person…

