This may indeed sound esoteric but it can be extrapolated to a lot of areas in life.
Arthur Mostovoy
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Ok, it may not be totally black and white, but one thing is to say “I want to do this and that one day”, and another thing is to have real drive to do it… When you have it, you act.

But you say that something changed in you and you started to pursuit things you only talked about before — can you tell a little more about that? I mean, can you identify exact breaking point, or was it more lateral thing?