HSurprise, you’re aborting twins!I manage to stay relatively stress free about the pregnancy stuff between appointments. Nothing I can do, things feel stable, and I take…Nov 2, 2021Nov 2, 2021
HBig moodSince I got back from Boston I’m totally fucked up. I cry talking about the trip and it seems to be some intense post vacation blues but it…Nov 2, 2021Nov 2, 2021
HMCI think I am beginning to miscarry in a portapotty on the top of greylock mountain. After two weeks of brown blood, there is undeniable red…Nov 2, 2021Nov 2, 2021
HCalcified babyWhen I told F over text, she pushed me to get an early spate of testing and ultrasounds. Our friend who had suffered multiple miscarriages…Nov 2, 2021Nov 2, 2021
HRisk of disclosureI went on a date and on the date we got flu shots and it was the first time I checked a box that said I was pregnant (aside from the time…Oct 24, 2021Oct 24, 2021
HIs a line a line?It’s my second cycle of IUI. I’m on dpo 11, NARP is around 8 weeks and I think I remember her saying she got a faint line on 11…Oct 23, 2021Oct 23, 2021
HMovie review: false positiveI’m sorry, but this movie is bad and it doesn’t make any sense.Oct 23, 2021Oct 23, 2021
HExpecting neverHeaven is being reunited with a college bestie after 18 months and indulging in all the infertility thoughts that are clouded up inside me…Oct 23, 2021Oct 23, 2021
HPhase 2We’re in a phase 2 of covid of sorts. A meta phase two that is following the larger phase 1 umbrella over the endless, countless phases…Aug 7, 2021Aug 7, 2021