Expected the worst

Can’t you just hate me, mistreat me.
 Don’t you want to take me, deceive me.
 Threaten to leave me?
 Lie and cheat me. 
 
 I don’t know who wouldn’t.
 You keep saying you couldn’t.
 
 How did i get this life. 
 Perfect husband perfect wife. 
 Two ex junkies but absolutely no strife. 
 
 It doesn’t make sense.
 With you I need no defense.
 
 And you just keep loving and hugging me
 Cleansing and undrugging me
 Oh your never bugging me.