“The unhappy person is one who has his ideal, the content of his life, the fullness of his consciousness, the essence of his being, in some manner outside of himself. The unhappy man is always absent from himself, never present to himself. But one can be absent, obviously, either in the past or in the future. This adequately circumscribes the entire territory of the unhappy consciousness.”
…ly, it might not help you at all. I'm a slow writer and have no tips on boosting your productivity. The best advice I can give you is that if you lose your job--or, more than half your income--and you're sick of working for other people who don't value your effort, you can harness that energy to do what you always wanted to do--write your own shit.