Hannah King
Nov 5 · 1 min read

alone.

i sit in my bed as these thoughts come into my head.

im alone.

nobody is there to reassure me that everything is okay. not a single word.

nobody to lean on their shoulder. nobody to get a hug.

i rest my head on my pillow thinking about what tomorrow brings and i realize that i have lost almost everybody and anybody.

i wish i fit in.

i wish i was funny.

i wish i was wanted anytime i walked into a room.

i wish id be the one to get the message first; it’s always nice when you’re not the one messaging first.

i wish somebody would say,

“hey just thinking about you!”

just out of the blue and saying,

“i miss you.”

nobody ever misses me.

im just a girl who feels alone.

nobody talks to me anymore…

and yes people do talk…

… but it’s usually the small talk.

im broken.

scared.

lonely.

i want to be happy.

will this feeling ever stop?

11/4/2019

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