I still feel all of the love that claire and I have crammed between each other, even though we’ve barely been able to talk and I haven’t seen her in days. I love her so much. thinking about her makes me smile. I’m sitting on a rock at Durand beach. everything is beautiful, the image of claire is always fresh in my mind. I miss her, but I’ll see her soon. sammy is keeping me company, I am content. happy is one thing, a very strong and titillating thing. though I think I like the feeling of being content a bit more. I feel very exposed and no bad thoughts are in my head. I won’t let them in or else I won’t be content anymore.

I’m content thinking about claire.

and I figured out who my favorite artists are right now - car seat headrest and all them witches. listening to them makes me content too.